I don't know what could be better than sitting in my lovely home with a warm cup of coffee while watching the night take over the chaos of the day. Especially knowing that tomorrow is Friday :) So, it was a productive day I spent with cleaning and cooking, but the best of all is the me time which is writing my blog...
The past couple of months had been harsh on me and its no getting better. But while I was checking out my favorite blogs I came across with this motto :
¨Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present.¨
Its is very true considering the fact that I am in the middle of what had screwed my last couple of months and becoming very involved in it in a good way, i guess. Though, I should accept, once in a while memories are getting on my nerves and I am feeling a rage to go and rip it apart. OK, its sounds so absurd when you don't know what it is. The situation is like when you love someone but you are not loved back and instead you see that he loves your best friend and you have to be in the middle of it; because at the end its your best friend we are talking about. And you start hanging with them. Its not what happened to me, in fact the subject is totally different; but thought this simile may clear the picture for you.
Anyway, so I am now in the middle of this relationship everyday. Fun, huh? But its so funny what life brings you. You get over it or get under it... No matter how things break you, somehow childishly I still have a tiny bit of hope that he is gonna love me back someday...