When and where does the stairs goes up again?

I feel down lately, feel like the last door which I thought I would be stepping in has been closed on me. And there is no other door. Not one single thing goes right nowadays. The guy above has a problem with me I guess.  Now I am trying to find the light in the endless tunnel. I really really need to find it for the sake of my relationships, my career and my future. Pray for me that there will be something, finally something to turn it all over.