Looking Forward

So I realized (especially lately) I am always counting down for something. Counting down for a holiday, counting down for a girls night out, counting down for sushi & vanilla ice cream nights, counting down for the launch event of a project... List goes on and on. With everything going on, I am stopping myself once in a while and looking back. Here is what I am feeling:

Wow, how the hell time passed this quickly... and how full of laughter, happiness, events, celebrations, partying and traveling of it. Do I want to stop? Certainly not. Looking forward to travels, things, feelings, dates, girls nights, kisses and texts is what makes it this valuable and priceless. Only trick here is to stop. Not to stop looking forward. But stopping to realize what is going on without questioning, worrying, details and enjoying the moment. Realize your feelings, the sun on your skin, the breeze as you are running, the moment makes you smile, taste of that delicious food, laughter you are sharing.

At the end, it is good be a free soul, not making plans, and living the moment as long as you know how far you can stretch.

Stop Looking Forward Now, Enjoy the Now

A whole week passed and I neglected my dear blog. So what goes in my mind nowadays is counting down the days. Counting down the days for my dear friend to come back, for going on to holiday...

The fact is we always (or sometimes) look forward to some things. But what happens then is time passes each time more and more rapidly. Life goes on without noticing, without you enjoying the moment long enough. Then I decide that it is unfair, it is meaningless to live. Don't get me wrong, I am not depressed or anything. I really love my life; just wish we didn't have to let go of the things we like, people we love, moments we enjoy...

After enjoying couple days of summer in Dublin, we are back on the track with clouds and rain. Could be that making me say these; but I have been thinking about this at nights before I go to sleep. Apparently growing up as not fun at all at some point...Should have enjoyed more the times I was younger without any responsibilities (other than school) and any worries about life.